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Archive for March 2010

spacemonkeys and jedi-children and why i’m awake

March 30, 2010

I have a problem sleeping through the night when the moon is full.   This first full moon of spring is refusing to let things be any different.   It’s not quite 5am and I’m wide awake after a crazy dream about alien space babies. The dream:   Husband had gotten up to go to the bathroom, and […]

want ad

March 21, 2010

The more unimportant,invisible, or taken for granted I am made to feel by things and stuff,  the closer I get to actually putting an ad on craigslist for bandmates.  Maybe that is the exact reason all the cosmic casting aside is happening in the first place.   Being onstage and playing Superhero Rockstar made me feel […]

high & dry

March 18, 2010

I hear that just before a massive tsunami,  waves recede at an alarming rate.  It’s as if the ocean is taking a deep powerful breath inward just before letting loose all it’s might on the land.  When it seems like the water is going away, it’s just gearing up to come back much stronger.   (I […]

Spring Backward

March 14, 2010

Daylight Savings.   Wouldn’t it be nice if you actually could save daylight for when you need it?  All the pretty daylight has been wasted on workdays when I don’t get to see much of it, and I would like to keep some in an account for later.  A daylight savings account. Spring Forward?   I’m […]

Holy Crap — the 3 day cleanse

March 9, 2010

Day One of a three day fast. Nothing but liquids for me until Wednesday.  I have a delicious tonic given to me by Medicine Man to drink for breakfast and dinner,  otherwise it’s nothing but water and tea.  Oh, and by “delicious” I mean nasty as hell.  It’s like fermented flaming asswater.   Mmmm-MMM!   If how […]

Forward, March!

March 4, 2010

It’s a good day. I’ve been waking up feeling grateful and lighthearted this week.  I got no car at the moment, but I also got no filthy, smoking deadweight with my name on it.   I didn’t lose something valuable, I was freed of something valueless.   I’m open to and thrilled about whatever comes next in […]


March 1, 2010

Today was my first official session with Medicine Man.  Something, however, tried to keep me from making it there.  That something was my truck. The old Chevy S-10 finally bit the dust.  Went out in quite a blaze of glory…well, maybe not glory, but there was definitely some kind of blaze.  At the very least […]