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Archive for January 2012

hymn for him

January 23, 2012

my life my other heart my beloved my most important creation my transformation my closest relation my evolution my progression and  reflection my expression of perfection made out of all i had i honor you with all that remains you were my body and my future you were wings stretching from inside me you were promise […]

the view from here

January 19, 2012

How am I feeling?    Okay I guess.  “Better” sometimes… except that I always put the word “better” in quotation marks now,  which I think means I’m being a smart-ass but I’m not sure.    Here’s how “okay” and “better” actually feel:   You know when you’re on a plane and you go through a […]


January 9, 2012

I think I’m handling things as well as can be expected, but probably not as well as I publicly let on.   Fake it til you make it, right?  Sometimes I let myself forget… and then sometimes I forget to forget.  That’s when people ask me things like “What’s wrong?” and remind me that  I […]